[s1e4] Dead To Me -

: Acting as a protective friend, Jen helps Judy break away from Steve's control, unaware that both Judy and Steve were the ones who killed Ted.

: Further glimpses into the night of the accident reveal that Judy wanted to stop and help the person she hit, but Steve aggressively forced her to drive away. [S1E4] Dead to Me

: Jen discovers Ted's year-and-a-half-long affair and the fact that he "mentally killed her off" to maintain the secret relationship. : Acting as a protective friend, Jen helps

The primary narrative follows Jen as she discovers her late husband, Ted, was having a long-term affair with a woman known online as . Jen enlists Judy's help to track this woman down, eventually finding her at a restaurant where they learn Ted had been lying to both of them for over a year—even telling his mistress that Jen had died of breast cancer. This discovery leads Jen to a cathartic moment at the end of the episode where she admits she is "glad he's dead". The primary narrative follows Jen as she discovers

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: The episode ends with a bonding moment between the two women where they agree they "can't go back" to their old lives.